Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Computers
as a kid you wanna be a cop, so did I, but i was dicking around on my command prompt and in one hour i found out how to add an account to a computer, give/remove admin privileges, change passwords, trace an ip and more. i wanna work in network security when i get out of college. when you know what your doing computers are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Truth about that feeling you get when you watch anime
First off; If you don't get an uneasy, sort of a sad/helpless feeling after watching a REAAAAAAAAALY good anime, don't bother reading this.
Second; This feeling is characterized by a feeling of uneasyness and a somewhat sad/jealous feeling of the characters for being in the "World" they inhabit while you are in the real world. A simpler description would be a desire to be there with them but a knowledge that you can't. It affects fans on a somewhat rare occassion. It feels like you want to watch the show again and again, this is not insanity, this is a complex desire to leave this world and be somewhere else.
I first experienced this in all it's clarity when i finished code geass; I asked some fans of the show why i felt this way when i finished an anime, they said that it is because "You either wish it ended differently or you wish you actually lived in their world"
while this sounds absolutely crazy to anyone else, those of us who have "Overly active" imaginations (watch anime regularly) get this feeling pretty regularly
btw. its not insane because if it was none of us would actually feel this way, we would just act like we live in those individual worlds. while this feeling of "helpless aloneness" is pretty annoying for thos ewho don't and do watch anime it scares some of us who feel it. it helps to talk. maybe someday we can coin a term for it.
Second; This feeling is characterized by a feeling of uneasyness and a somewhat sad/jealous feeling of the characters for being in the "World" they inhabit while you are in the real world. A simpler description would be a desire to be there with them but a knowledge that you can't. It affects fans on a somewhat rare occassion. It feels like you want to watch the show again and again, this is not insanity, this is a complex desire to leave this world and be somewhere else.
I first experienced this in all it's clarity when i finished code geass; I asked some fans of the show why i felt this way when i finished an anime, they said that it is because "You either wish it ended differently or you wish you actually lived in their world"
while this sounds absolutely crazy to anyone else, those of us who have "Overly active" imaginations (watch anime regularly) get this feeling pretty regularly
btw. its not insane because if it was none of us would actually feel this way, we would just act like we live in those individual worlds. while this feeling of "helpless aloneness" is pretty annoying for thos ewho don't and do watch anime it scares some of us who feel it. it helps to talk. maybe someday we can coin a term for it.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
got a friend
Who's selling me a lockpick kit on friday. gonna test it on a couple doors of his house.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Night Vision Monocular
I'm gonna buy a Generation 1 Night Vision Monocular here in about 4-10 weeks. Excited
Sunday, September 19, 2010
High school
Remembering how bad things got at times. never nearly as bad as the movies play it out to be, but people needed to get their asses kicked, i'm just sorry i never took the opportunity to do it. looking back on the stuff i let people get away with over the years. whats worse is some of my "Friends" never lifted a finger to help me when i needed them most. But i'm in college and i have people i trust and who trust me. but i still get the overwhelming urge to track down the people who made me feel like crap and bury them. especially one kid who made fun of my best friend for being black. it got worse right before he died. afterwards i told the kid who made fun of my friend if i saw him again i would kill him. haven't seen him since, not gonna lie its probably just chance. But I made it my goal to intervene whenever my friends or people who cant stand up for themselves were in trouble.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
hung out with friends today
Completely pwned them at Halo Reach, Which btw is absolutely amazing
http://andrewwilsonnn.blogspot.com/ a friend of mine helpin me out, share the cause
http://andrewwilsonnn.blogspot.com/ a friend of mine helpin me out, share the cause
Thursday, September 16, 2010
female accents
Need to stop being used for lead characters in video games. the last 20 games i've played have female accents
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Made a music video
I made another parkour music video, i used clips from a movie. unfortunately the clips were a little off on timing. but i fixed it
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
bored, bored, bored
Bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored
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